Enough of the heavy stuff already. I find that sometimes I get really deep in my thinking. Tends to turn people off at times. I have started thinking about the visualization board, but trying to decide whether I want to do it here on the computer or on a real poster board. Probably a poster board.
Remember when I told you I was a trucker's wife? Well, my hubby is on his way to Pennsylvania right now. It is a long run and I hope that it all works out ok. I only see him once every 6 weeks and that is kind of hard on me and our sons, but we persevere. I miss him immensely. I miss his arms around me and the smell of his skin. I miss his cocky attitude and his constant joking around with me. I miss the kicks in the ass he would give me when I threatened to give up. He is my world and I love him more than I ever thought it was possible to love someone.
Time to start looking through the ads again for a job and a house of our own. Currently we are staying with my sister and her family, I will always be grateful they opened up their home to us, but it is time to go. It has been almost 8 months since I have slept in the same bed with my husband and I don't think I can keep it up much longer. I am strong, but come on, enough is enough already.
So off I go....this will be my last post here today and for now on I will try to do one a day if I can.
Until next time.....
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